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last day

2005-03-02T02:12:00.000-08:00

2day everything seems normal. i woke up at 6 sumthing(as usual) den went 2 scol... 2day is my last day... i tried not 2 think of it,cz i m scared... i scared tiz day arive..><
however... da time wont wait 4 me,wont stop 4 me,just go on... ...

2day is emerial's b'day. kai lee n i gave her a present...^^... she seems hapy..keke
i wish her hapy b'day when i saw her...^^.... i lik ppl's b'day,cz v can sing b'day song 4 her...keke==""

den i just have da leson lik normal day... i take pic wif pn.hasfinaz(my form teacher) she seems wil miss me alot...^^ she hug me when taking tat pic ler..^^ den da other period is mr teng... i take a pic wif him... den he let us(whole clas) 2 go down 2 da "dewan bolck g" n take pic...^^ whole clas taking pic 2gether...^^sumore v take da pic inside da toilet..==" kinda smely but kinda fun^^ after 1 period,v go back 2 clas n continue our leson...

time pases so fast. da bell rang d..~~ tat means finish scol time... my frenz staying back ... kai hao belanja us eat lunch...^^ i ate nasi lemak,maybe tiz is da last meal i take in scol... after all of us finished our lunch, v start 2 take pic in canteen.

sudenly,vinie ask me 2 tok wif her, she bring me 2 1 of da corner n told me sumthing. she wish me good luck n all da bez. but duno y,both of us cry... v hug 2gether n cry.... cry..... i tried not 2 think tiz few days,cz i scared i wil cry...==" den sudenly she told me tat kind of things,i cry... later khei lie oso told me 2 tok 2 her,now is da turn of me n khei lie 2 cry... duno y v wil cry,just feel lik da tears coming out and i cant stop it.

i wait 4 my dad 2 fetch me at da taxi stop,jing yi,emerial n xin teman me.all of us cry,but dint cry out loudly,juz qiao qiao liu yan lei. after i sat inside my dad car,i m crying without leting my dad noe... i m crying..~~ til home... til bath...i stil cry... den i on9,after chating i 4get 2 cry d...kekeke

ppl can cal me ham bao d. btw, i hope my frenz wil get da bez result they hav n i wil luv them alws...^^(gal lei geh my frenz..)^^take care ya...^^

sushi neh..^^

2005-02-28T02:30:00.000-08:00

2day monday liao...hav 2 wake up vr early>< vr lazy 2 wake up so early everyday... wana slep til 10(",) but cant..hav 2 go 2 scol...T.T after i ate my breakfast,my mom fetch me go 2 scol..T.T slepy...~~ got esembly neh 2day..~~ luckily out headmistres dint com 2day..^^ if not v hav 2 stand on da tapak perjimpunan 4 1 more hours juz 2 listen 2 her speach...kekekeke^^

den v juz go back 2 our clas n start da clas..~~slepy..~~ slepy...~~ slepy...~~
kai lee wants me 2 sign on her pj clothes...got mental problem 1 her..keke...kwan zen oso..^^..
nyek nyek nyek...ofcz i oso sign d lorz...^^lolz cz i lik 2 sign..(",)

after scol,v went 2 cateen.me,xin,aunty jere n uncle uu wana bring us 2 midv 2 eat sushi..^^...
** aunty jere= jeremy, uncle uu=sheng eu**
v went ther by taxi.den v ate at sushi king...^^... quite nice geh...but quite fun..^^ sheng eu n jeremy belanja...^^ thx sheng eu..^^ after tat v walk awhile in midv... v oso bought sundae at McD (",) lik ice cream..^^... super full liao..^^

v went back around 3.30 n reach scol at 4 gua... den my mom fetch xin home..raining neh tat time... ~~ i lik rain..(",) kekekeke

left 2days more days in scol.. not soo sad as last few days,hapy liao...^^ cz i noe my friends wil miz me..nyek nyek nyek...(",) sad or hapy i oso hav 2 leave da scol...so let us choose 2 b hapy n pass da few more days i left in scol...^^

# i choose 2 become happy#
:D

da day going 1 US is coming soon...

2005-02-26T05:36:00.000-08:00

everyday passes so fast tat i onli left few weeks in m'sia... its lik a dream..><>< but i hope its a sweet dreams 4 me... everything hapen lik 2 suden.. tat i do not noe wad 2 do... sumtimes i feel sad...sumtimes i feel excited...

i feel sad bcz i m sure i wil miz all da frenz here...all da foods here...all kind of things in m'sia... but moz important is FRENZ... excited is...i m going 2 US man..!! not every1 got tiz kind of chance... so i m da lucky 1..i shud apreciate it rather den juz giv up tiz chance.... juz wana try a new life style ther...^^ ...

although i juz noe all da fren in sentosa for 2 years n afew months... but they reli care bout me...
i m sure they wil miz me..^^... n 4 sure... i will oso miz ALL of them...^^ ... but wad can i do except 2 miz them...?! i onli can miz them...try 2 contact wif all of them...^^...

i left few days in scol onli...i reli wana apreciate da time wif all my good frenz... but how..?! i reli duno... all my frenz say tat i try 2 show tat i m hapy n act i m sad... i think... think 4 quite long.. m i pretend hapy infront of them...?! no... i m not... i choose 2 bcom hapier ...bcz tiz is beter den everyday cry...everyday complaining cham lor...sei lor... i choose 2 bcome hapy...^^ ... izit pretend...?! i do not noe.... i juz impres wad i feel... sumtimes my frenz say they do not noe wad i m thinking...(cz i m corpio wad...)mysterious mar...^^... actualy..... sumtimes i oso duno wad i feel n wad i thinking...so i duno how 2 impres... sumore i m da kind of person tat lik 2 think... think alot of things.... den after thinking so much...sumtimes i cant get da answer 2....=="" so...i oso dun wan 2 bcome soo cool...k?!

hmm... i think i wil cry lik hell when i m in da plain.....but i do not noe...cz da day havent reach wad...>< frenz ... my elder sis... i wil miz them..^^... my grandma say da weather quite cold ther...^^... wana go ther oso bcz of da weather...^^ ... den i wana go NY 2 c snow..^^ cool man..!!
vr excited now...^^...

however.... i wana tel all my frenz here...
ehem..... !!! i wil MIZ u all lar... miz me if u all free lar...^^ da day i go u guys r having da exam... dun cry wor...if not da rate of marks wil pull down bcz of me...kakakakakaka
i m not perasan k?! is truth....^^..... my leaving... i found tat i hav alot of frenz...^^ hu loves me soo much...^^(but all gal geh...) kakakaka my gang's ... all da "8 da mei nu" take care... apreciate ur loves 1...^^ .... u lost 1 leng lui in ur gang liao...T.T how sad...>< >< >< nvm ler... stil got hj chang zhu....nyek nyek nyek...!!!

thx all my frenz here... i relalise tat i hav alot of frenz here.....^^ luv u all...^^ muaksss......^^

hapy vs sad

2005-02-25T02:48:00.000-08:00

2day might b da hapiest day...^^ my frenz celebrate farewel 4 me..^^ vr gan dong..^^ thx u all...^^ v go kfc tat is near my scol..^^ many frenz comes 4 da farewel..^^
den v take alot of pic...^^

hmm.... 2day i noe act he reli liks her wor...den i might b da 1 hu disturb him... >< laz few days,i stil thinking tat i stil got a litle hope geh...but now dun hav lor...wad hope oso dun hav liao...
i m keep thinking...y dun he tel me tat he liks a gal liao ler..?! den i might b more hapy..^^
but now...is da frenz told me.. it is reli hurts me..>< i dint cry..^^... i told myself i cant cry...
i reli dint cry... everytime i sad..i wil look 4 sum1 2 chat wif me... tiz time is sheng eu...i nid sumbd 2 chat wif me so tat i wont b so sad...cz its reli works...^^ btw, nice 2 tok wif u..^^ thx..^^

angel vs devil

2005-02-22T05:21:00.000-08:00

feeling bored 2day... but act think alot of thing 2day lor... thinking wad decision shud i make...=="
after scol, my mom wana go sumwher(4get wad v cal tat), den when i m going back.... i slep in da car.... looking up onto da sky... listening fish leung song(ru guo you yi tian), sudenly feel tat act tiz oso quite xing fu^^ cz dun hav 2 think 2 much...when i look 2 da sky,i m thinking...thinking da day i m leaving... inside da plain.... sob sob..T.T
think 2much thing liao lar nowadays... keep thinking da day coming... >< try not 2 think now...=="

wad a day

2005-02-19T07:13:00.000-08:00

listening 2 guang liang song now....^^ "tian tang" lik tiz song quite nice..^^
juz now feel bad mood...reli bad...duno y...juz feeling bad mood without any reason?! maybe i oso not sure wad da reason...>< maybe i m sure....but juz dun wana face da problem...=="
so wad 2 do when i m bad mood?! i found 1 way...its cool n reli works... i borow da conversation from my fren in msn... den i keep on scolding bad words ther...==" my frenz noe i m bad mood...so they juz scoled wif me...^^ taz reli fun n works alot lor....dun say i m a bad gal cz scolding bad words...^^.... btw i thx xin n hj alot....cz they let me scoled bad word in da conversation...kekekeke

juz having my diner wif my family,aunts n cousin... my cousin belanja ler... at TGI Friday...^^ liks it...^^

valentines day

2005-02-14T04:09:00.000-08:00

2day valentines jor... erm...no partner wor...so i look kai lee 2 celebrate wif me..^^.. but however,v dint celebrate at de end cz my mom hav apoinment at 2 sumthing.so hav 2 send me home... everyear oso pass my valentines day at home....

2day got abit sad n oso hapy ler....^^><><>< oso pai seh.... but i left few weeks in m'sia onli.....i reli hope 1 day...maybe i m crazy tat day...i wil tel him geh....but duno wheter tat day wil arive or not...*.*

so hope every1 wil tel their loves 1 that u loves them....b4 it is 2 late...><

hapy valentines day^^

sad vs hapy

2005-02-12T08:03:00.000-08:00

2day wake up vr early cz goin 2 sunway pyramid...den v reach ther at around 11.30....i noe 1 new ppl 2day....my bez fren's fren....actualy v plan 2 play ice skating....but 2 much ppl at ther....so v canceled our plans.......me,jing yi,hj n another frenz walk 2gether ...hj wana buy sumthing....so v company her 2 buy things....after tat v go play bowlings....^^

v go back 2 hj hse cz she is having a CNY party at her hse....alot of ppl^^ her litle bro hyper active...... her elder brother super rich....kakakaka kinda hapy gamble wif her bro..^^

2day is a hapy day 4 me...but not 4 sum of my frenz i think.....bad thing hapen 2day in hj hse....2 of my bez frenz broke up wif their bf.....kinda bad.....>< but sumtimes broke up is good 4 sum couples...... however.....i oso hope 4 of them wil feel more hapy...n wish them good luck in da folowing relationship....^^

2day vr nite adi....after coming back from hj hse....oledi 11.30...den i took my bath...no water suply jor...-.-" sumore feel hungry...so i m eating my magie cup now..n riting tiz .....^^

good nite everybd....^^ i m slepy now...?!

so boring at home 2day.......

2005-02-10T20:45:00.000-08:00

2day momy go cameron wif dad d....i dint folow them..cz vr boring 1 goin out wif them n my dad's fren...taz y my dad cal me sui lui bao....^^kekeke..... they wil b back on tiz sat....actualy da main reason i dun wana folow them is i m goin out tiz fri n sat go bai lin n gai gai......kekeke^^
haiz.....momy not at home...i m more boring...cz everynite oso me n momy at home watching tv 1....T.T den now da cam is acompanying me.....>< (i luv ya,com........)

2day i giv out ang pao ler......-.-"not bcz i married d...is bcz i represent my mom giv ppl ang pao...
erm...actualy da feeling of giving out ang pao 4 me is......not feeling good....cz receive ang pau 4 so many years den now wan me giv out ang pao....><

so boring....T.T all not at home now...duno go wher jor..kekekeke no mather wad,2mlw i muz goin out..!! go bai lin...^^ dun wan stay at home alone anymore...T.T

first time set up my blog spot

2005-02-09T08:15:00.000-08:00

juz set up a blog spot 4 myslef neh....^^juz feel free den set up jor...cz c my fren got den i oso wan....
2nite vr hapy...^^(nite or morning ler?cz now is 12.18am) i promiz marvin d...wana giv him c my blog spot...^^ 2day i let him dai hoi ngan gai jor...^^kekekeke he say dint c ppl lik me b4!! lik wad ler?! perasan?! kekeke duno ler...4get 2 ask him.... now juz left 1 ppl chating wif me..cz 2 late d..wern sheng lei geh....thx bor...cz stil on9^^ actualy he on9 not 4 me geh...he wana wait hui jun on9...keke
cz he wana tel hui jun"wa ta shi su ki ta yo".....hope hui jun dint c tiz ...she wil kil me..^^
CNY jor...my hse everywher oso fireworks......illegal ler...but stil got so many ppl playing wif it....><
tat kind of firework bu jian dan....is tat kind vr long n red colour geh......vr noisy..><><